Before I reply to what you had to say dugglez, I want to make it clear that I am sorry for my past actions and I understand where your frustration and anger towards me is coming from, to you it may not seem like I am truly sorry but I don't understand how else I can prove it to you. But before you post on my unban request with not only false information but also lies about myself, please look further into your information rather than attempting to justify false claims in order to extend my ban.
Firstly, a lot of the people you mentioned I have apologized to and they replied saying "it's okay I just hope you learn from the mistake", or other things relating to that basically saying they are are not very hurt over it, nonetheless there are still a few people who to this day have not forgiven me and I understand that. Also don't go replying saying that my apology was a copy and paste, the people I was closer to received a separate message from me, they were not all the same, but the people I did not speak to much got the same message because I can't exactly write a whole different paragraph about someone I barely know.
Secondly, before you go ahead and entitle the previous higher up staff as foolish I think you should at least understand a little more than the basics of what had happened. Clearly, you don't have any idea of the entire story as you accused me of continuing to spread to document when in fact I have completely wiped the document off of my hard drive and stopped associating with it ever since my demotion, the reason for my ban was not because "I" continued to spread it. You don't even need to ask higher up staff for that information either, you could have simply taken some time out of your day and read my previous unban requests before mentioning what you said. Now I am not going to sit here and explain to you the entire story and everything that happened and why I did what I did on a unban request which everyone can see; you are free to message me about it on discord though as it is your business and involves you. I have also Pm'd a current higher up staff member regarding information about what happened as I am aware that a lot of the staff from back then have stopped playing. On the other hand, let me put in simple terms what you believe happened. (Mitan created doc --> sent it to many players --> got banned), there is a lot more to it than just that, so again please don't be posting on my unban request unless you know what fully happened.
Finally, your final point also does have some questionable information. Let's look at Police for example, he was banned for injecting cheats, manipulating staff, also doxing from what I have been told, not only that but even after suspicion of him doing these things went around, he continued to try manipulate staff and not only that, but also cheat right in front of them. I can confirm this as I was one of those staff members during my trial stage where he tried to take advantage of me as I was new to the whole staffing thing. Now, Dildo from my current knowledge has doxxed a previous staff member with images of them and then after he was banned he continued to be toxic to the community which led to his permanent ban. If you understood everything that happened on the interrogation evening with me and the higher-ups maybe your opinion on me receiving a permanent ban would change, but you are not aware, you simply just believe what I bracketed in the previous paragraph. I also mentioned that I do consider myself lucky to even be able to post unban requests, so do not think that I am not aware of how lucky I am.
I hope this did not come off as rude, I understand your anger and I saw what you had commented in the discord when my unban request was denied last month, clearly you have not forgiven me. However, at the moment I am trying to repair my relationship with DS and you can dm me on discord to further discuss and hopefully, things can go back to how they used to be.
I am sorry, kind regards
Mitan
Firstly, a lot of the people you mentioned I have apologized to and they replied saying "it's okay I just hope you learn from the mistake", or other things relating to that basically saying they are are not very hurt over it, nonetheless there are still a few people who to this day have not forgiven me and I understand that. Also don't go replying saying that my apology was a copy and paste, the people I was closer to received a separate message from me, they were not all the same, but the people I did not speak to much got the same message because I can't exactly write a whole different paragraph about someone I barely know.
Secondly, before you go ahead and entitle the previous higher up staff as foolish I think you should at least understand a little more than the basics of what had happened. Clearly, you don't have any idea of the entire story as you accused me of continuing to spread to document when in fact I have completely wiped the document off of my hard drive and stopped associating with it ever since my demotion, the reason for my ban was not because "I" continued to spread it. You don't even need to ask higher up staff for that information either, you could have simply taken some time out of your day and read my previous unban requests before mentioning what you said. Now I am not going to sit here and explain to you the entire story and everything that happened and why I did what I did on a unban request which everyone can see; you are free to message me about it on discord though as it is your business and involves you. I have also Pm'd a current higher up staff member regarding information about what happened as I am aware that a lot of the staff from back then have stopped playing. On the other hand, let me put in simple terms what you believe happened. (Mitan created doc --> sent it to many players --> got banned), there is a lot more to it than just that, so again please don't be posting on my unban request unless you know what fully happened.
Finally, your final point also does have some questionable information. Let's look at Police for example, he was banned for injecting cheats, manipulating staff, also doxing from what I have been told, not only that but even after suspicion of him doing these things went around, he continued to try manipulate staff and not only that, but also cheat right in front of them. I can confirm this as I was one of those staff members during my trial stage where he tried to take advantage of me as I was new to the whole staffing thing. Now, Dildo from my current knowledge has doxxed a previous staff member with images of them and then after he was banned he continued to be toxic to the community which led to his permanent ban. If you understood everything that happened on the interrogation evening with me and the higher-ups maybe your opinion on me receiving a permanent ban would change, but you are not aware, you simply just believe what I bracketed in the previous paragraph. I also mentioned that I do consider myself lucky to even be able to post unban requests, so do not think that I am not aware of how lucky I am.
I hope this did not come off as rude, I understand your anger and I saw what you had commented in the discord when my unban request was denied last month, clearly you have not forgiven me. However, at the moment I am trying to repair my relationship with DS and you can dm me on discord to further discuss and hopefully, things can go back to how they used to be.
I am sorry, kind regards
Mitan