Reforming for now

[Jas8621]

 hence why i just don't give a fuck or even try to act respectful anymore

The above sentence is the exact reason why you are treated the exact same. respect is not going to be given if you don't first earn it. starting behind having been as you said retarded in the past means you need to work even harder to change the views of those who have already judged you. You'd be astounded how players have changed over the years. I was once known as a hot head who fought and argued over every little point back when i was younger in previous communities and it was almost the cause of me not getting staff way back when. But i proved to those who doubted i had changed and now i have achieved what could possibly never have happened.

[Lilboilonely]

Honestly kid, if everyone already hates you there's no point reforming, people will always remember who you were and that won't change, they won't change their opinions on you, trust me when i say i would know. I stopped playing JB for 3-4 years, i come back a different person and noone saw it, all they saw was the retarded preb that i was, well i mean, I'm still retarded but not as much, hence why i just don't give a fuck or even try to act respectful anymore

sounds more like u didnt change, trust me if you didnt play jailbreak for 3-4 years nobody on s2 and maybe someone on s1 knows who you are. A large majority of players didnt play jailbreak 3-4 years ago. if u think that is the reason that a majority of the players "hold a grudge" against you, u are mistaken.

 

 hence why i just don't give a fuck or even try to act respectful anymore

The above sentence is the exact reason why you are treated the exact same. respect is not going to be given if you don't first earn it. starting behind having been as you said retarded in the past means you need to work even harder to change the views of those who have already judged you. You'd be astounded how players have changed over the years. I was once known as a hot head who fought and argued over every little point back when i was younger in previous communities and it was almost the cause of me not getting staff way back when. But i proved to those who doubted i had changed and now i have achieved what could possibly never have happened.

I did change, when I came back i was completely different to what I am now, i respected everyone, I ignored the shit they said, I was that goody two shoes so to speak, did they change the way they viewed me and spoke to me? No. hence why i just don't give a fuck or even try to act respectful anymore

anyway, lets not make this post about me.

Good luck reforming Meeko, lets hope for your sake the people of this community forget about your past.

[Jas8621]

you obviously forgot the first step... earning their respect. As i said takes time and patience it wont happen overnight.